Thursday, 29 September 2011

MY LOVE ................ :) :)

For some it only a name
For some she is only a girl
For some she is only a student
For some she will be a good partner
But, she is everything for me ..............

Some say she is good
Some say she is bad
Some say she is arrogant
Some say she is full of attitude
But, she is an angel for me ................
















She may be cares for friend
She may be hate friend
She may be very free for friend
She may be selfish for friend
But, she is a best friend of life for me ...............

May be she is not interested in love
May be she get angry by the name of love
May be she cares too much about love
May be she didn't know about love
But, she is the life long love for me 
                      life long love for me .......................
                                                                                                                       shakti............                                               

Saturday, 6 August 2011

NATURALLY WANTED RELATIONSHIPS.....

NATURALLY  WANTED RELATIONSHIPS.....
            Perhaps  it was the time of the first phase of sun’s anger . I was at home due to a family get to gather. My entire empty home full of my relatives . Emptiness becomes fullness , sadness becomes happiness .Specially I enjoyed my life at the highest extend of enjoyment with my beloved & cool brothers . At that time all the ROMANCE of our life becomes BROMANCE .I called it “Bindazzz life” in my language .During when my family members were busy in merry making with each other suddenly my phone rang up .Usually I always switched off my cell phone in this day but I don’t know how can I forgot to make it off that day . first time I just make the call ended by pressing the red key but repeatedly I had the call from the same number . I thought it might be an emergency & I answered the call…….
Me- Hello , who is this ???
Ans- are u Mr.shakti ????
Me- yes .
Ans- I am your senior Atanu speaking .
Me- ohhhh, sir hows u ?
Ans- fine.
Me-then how are u remember me ?
Ans-actually I need your help .
Me- sure,so how can I help u ?
Ans- there is a very poor patient admitted in our hospital suffering from appendicitis & having Hb level 5.8 . there is no one for him from his family . Doctor said ,he needs a blood transfusion immediately .
Me- so what is the problem ?
Ans- there is no “O-ve” blood group in the blood bank & u have the “O-ve” blood group . So can u please give him a unit of blood .
Me- Atanu bhai I am at home now & quiet busy.so can I call you latter ?
Ans- but please help, please ,ok Bye..
Then I ended the call & again busy in the party with my brothers .
      At 12 midnight all the party over. Then we had a wonderful & delicious dinner together , then go for sleep..   As my brothers were there at home they didn’t allow me to sleep & invited me forcefully to play cards with them but when I take the cards of mine I couldn’t concentrate on the game . A cried face of a poor man was flashing in side my mind begging for his life . I requested my brothers that I cannot able to play & not feeling well . They advised me to take a good sleep . but the same thing happened in the bed also & I couldn’t sleep through out the night .
              
                    Next day morning probably at 3.30 am I just left the bed , had a bath and with my driver left for KIMS,BBSR without informing my parents or anyone else . I didn’t know that time what was happening with me . A unknown force was attracting me towards him .
               At 7.00am I reached at KIMS .Direct went to the blood bank & called Atanu bhai to come . He came after 30mins then we call the (B.B.O.) Blood bank officer . Again after 45mins Dr.Brahma (BBO)came & draw my blood .After donating the blood I went to the hostel & got asleep . you cannot imagine what a peaceful sleep I had . I slept around 9.30am & wake up at 8.30pm . Then I just took a bath again, had my dinner & left the hostel to meet that patient for whom I donate my blood.
            I went to the surgery ward bed no 86 . At that time the person was sleeping and a little smiley expression was clearly visible on his face . It is true for me & may be false for you but believe me my friends at that time the great happiness & satisfaction I had I don’t think I had it before in my life . even if I didn’t have any relationship with him but I believe it was the naturally wanted relationship .
         Till now whenever I think about the smiley face of that person I feel very happy and a dialogue from a movie is getting through my mind …………
                                               “What is the fun if all fulfills their own dreams , The real KICK of life is to fulfill others dream …………………”